In Dreams I Fly
Sunday August 3, 2014
In dreams I fly, in dreams I sing, in dreams I am young and slim and not aching all the time.
I can be any age I want and today and for the foreseeable future I choose 22.
I was stupid and wild and crazy at 22.
But it was a GREAT time!
I miss getting carded all the time.
The bouncer or the cashier now just take one look at me and let me in or ring me up.
I really squandered a lot of time back then.
NOW I see that as I look back and compare my 22 year old self with the young women I work with today.
When I was 22, I would never have been able to make it through nursing school....
I wonder if PD gave me a more difficult time at life, living, succeeding.
I always was so scared to try anything new at all.
Didn't think I could make it through University studies and didn't really know what I should study anyways back in the day.
My dad suggested nursing school one day to me as I was wasting time on the computer (we are talking an ancient Apple)
I sneered at the suggestion.
WHAT a frigging DOPE I WAS!!!!!!
That's what fear will do.
See what LOVE can do (Eric Clapton says it all)
NOW I am ready to take on the world, maybe it is all the medsI still take, but I am ready to take on the world.
Put up your dukes world and see what I CAN DO!!!
Thinking about trying the acute care again. Think I might be able to do that again.
If my leg stops hurting all the frigging time that is.
(Not related to the PD at all.)
I really suggest the Deep Brain Surgery for any Parky's out there who are able to undergo the ~5 hour surgery.
It REALLY makes a difference.
NOW I NEED A HAIRCUT--going today to get it all evened out. That means about 1/4 inch all over my head!!!
My neurologist has her hair likethat and she looks great!
Going to go get a haircut, write some more of my book, and enjoy Sunday.
Daydreaming and night dreaming, I will fly today and into tonight
I my dreams I fly and am so free!
Until the next,
Peace and Love....
In dreams I fly, in dreams I sing, in dreams I am young and slim and not aching all the time.
I can be any age I want and today and for the foreseeable future I choose 22.
I was stupid and wild and crazy at 22.
But it was a GREAT time!
I miss getting carded all the time.
The bouncer or the cashier now just take one look at me and let me in or ring me up.
I really squandered a lot of time back then.
NOW I see that as I look back and compare my 22 year old self with the young women I work with today.
When I was 22, I would never have been able to make it through nursing school....
I wonder if PD gave me a more difficult time at life, living, succeeding.
I always was so scared to try anything new at all.
Didn't think I could make it through University studies and didn't really know what I should study anyways back in the day.
My dad suggested nursing school one day to me as I was wasting time on the computer (we are talking an ancient Apple)
I sneered at the suggestion.
WHAT a frigging DOPE I WAS!!!!!!
That's what fear will do.
See what LOVE can do (Eric Clapton says it all)
NOW I am ready to take on the world, maybe it is all the medsI still take, but I am ready to take on the world.
Put up your dukes world and see what I CAN DO!!!
Thinking about trying the acute care again. Think I might be able to do that again.
If my leg stops hurting all the frigging time that is.
(Not related to the PD at all.)
I really suggest the Deep Brain Surgery for any Parky's out there who are able to undergo the ~5 hour surgery.
It REALLY makes a difference.
NOW I NEED A HAIRCUT--going today to get it all evened out. That means about 1/4 inch all over my head!!!
My neurologist has her hair likethat and she looks great!
Going to go get a haircut, write some more of my book, and enjoy Sunday.
Daydreaming and night dreaming, I will fly today and into tonight
I my dreams I fly and am so free!
Until the next,
Peace and Love....
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